My son is allergic to a lot of foods. Usually if there are foods that he can’t eat we just tell him that he can’t eat it because it will make him itchy and for the most part that is a good enough reason for him to not try it even when everyone else including his parents are eating it. And for a kid who can’t restrain himself in a lot of areas he’s able to show a lot of self control when it comes to foods that he can’t eat. Maybe he still remembers the past times where he’s broken out into hives or even worse when his face swelled up and his breathing became labored.
I have a lot of different food allergy stories to tell about my son. Some funny and some sad… this one has a little bit of both.
This past Christmas we spent it with my parents and my brother’s family. They also have a son who has food allergies but not as many as J and not as severe. Since my mom would have to prepare separate foods for J for each meal it was easier to just have his cousin eat the same foods as well since they always ate at the same time. But one afternoon my mom brought back pizza for all of us to eat. J happily sat down to eat his fried rice while all the adults ate pizza. But this time his cousin wanted to try the pizza and since he’s not allergic to anything on it he got to have a slice. As soon as he saw his cousin eating the pizza he got upset and became very quiet and pushed his food aside and said he wasn’t hungry anymore. Then in his bossy nature said that his cousin couldn’t eat the pizza. It was hard for him to see everyone including his cousin eating something that he so wanted to try. I think it also doesn’t help that we sometimes tell him that maybe when he’s older he can eat these and he repeats it to himself that when he’s older then he can eat the same foods as mommy and daddy. It’s moments like these that make me so sad for my son and my heart aches for him.
The next day my mom and I were eating leftover pizza and J points his finger at my pizza as close as he can without touching it and says, this is pizza, I can’t eat it. Then he leans his nose over my pizza and takes a big whiff and goes, ahh,我聞到 mommy 的 pizza 了(I can smell mommy’s pizza). He does the same thing to his grandmother’s pizza and then happily goes back to eating his own food. My mom and I look at each other and burst out into laughter.
M has a couple of co-workers that are vegan and he realized that J can probably eat a lot of the vegan food since J is allergic to dairy and eggs and vegans don’t eat anything derived from animals. So he asked a co-worker about vegan pizza and where to get it. Turns out we can make our own vegan pizza and Whole Foods carries all the products. So over the weekend M asks his son if he would like to have pizza… and J burst into the biggest grin and said yes! They headed over to the nearest Whole Foods and bought all the ingredients… tofu mozzarella cheese, dairy/egg free crust, garlic free tomato sauce and veggie toppings. When they got home J was bouncing off the walls and could not wait to make his own pizza and eat it. After he took a few bites of the finished product we asked him how he liked his pizza and he answered back that it doesn’t taste very good. But it didn’t matter he was on cloud 9 the rest of the night and was just happy to have gotten to eat pizza. So the crust doesn’t taste quite like regular pizza crust and the cheese doesn’t really melt too well and the sauce probably could’ve been a little thicker but it was a good dinner and we were all happy, none more so than J, to all share a pizza together.
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I get easily discouraged every time I take him to see the allergist and always need a day or so to gather myself and figure out what to do for him and make sure he doesn’t see how sad I am for him. While I am extremely thankful that J is a healthy, growing (albeit skinny), active (sometimes too active) kid who has a good sense of humor I really hope and pray that he would grow out of most if not all of his allergies. The older he gets I often worry how school will be like for him and for me when I cannot watch what he eats 24/7. I wonder how he will handle it and how I will handle it as well.