I’m starting to get excited as I begin to think and do more research on some of the things I would like to pursue after my kids are all in school. I graduated with a bachelor’s degree in Mechanical Engineering but most of the things that I think about doing now have nothing to do with that. Lots of people ask me if I want to go back to it and to them I emphatically say no. I just did not enjoy work as a ME very much. Besides, I haven’t kept up with it at all and so it would be very hard to catch up with all the new technology and brush up on my ME skills (whatever that may be, I’m not even sure). There are some more practical friends that feel it is kind of waste to go away from what I spent my 4 years in college and post college doing. But for me I am happy to get away from it and start fresh. And to some extent, my college years and work has taught me that I am capable of learning a new skill with some hard work and effort.
There is of course my endless thought of learning how to play guitar and hopefully someday I’ll be able to strum some praise songs that the family could sing together.
Another option I thought of is learning Quickbooks and helping out M’s company with their accounting and payroll because that could be a way of me helping out and getting involved a little more if I wanted to.
Then I also still think about pursuing Christian counseling. Or maybe taking some lay counseling classes and use that maybe in a church.
And when I think about it some more there is one aspect that I really did enjoy about ME and that was doing CAD design/drawings. I really enjoyed figuring out the different softwares to create 3D models and if I could get some freelance projects to help create CAD drawings from home I think I would really enjoy that.
As I think about all these options it occurs to me that I am turning into a dreamer (which I usually am not at all and it’s exciting) but I am not a do-er (which is not so good). I’ve had my guitar for 3-4 years and I still can only play the same 3 chords and one strumming pattern that I learned back in college from my brother. I’ve thought about learning Quickbooks about 6 months ago, played around with it a little and flipped through a tutorial and never looked at it again. Since then, M’s company has hired an accountant to do everything for them. Someone recently just asked me if I could whip up a CAD drawing for her new store in a weekend and I politely said no because I don’t even have a computer or any of the CAD software at home. M suggested Google Sketchup and I said, nah, I don’t want to learn it that weekend.
Maybe I need to set some goals for myself or have some external motivation to get myself moving, like paying for some classes. In the meantime, this daydreaming has been fun as I make a bazillion bucks in my head off of my part-time CAD drawings and part-time counseling work…